You are doing too much. Like you have something to prove---to other people.
that's true and I wont deny it, something to prove to others and myself
my uncles called me a weak f@g and I think I'm a pussy coz I didn't try and stop my step father from pointing a gun to my mothers head when I was 10 years old
the best compliment I've ever gotten is when my boxing coach who is a heavyweight that's practiced boxing for 15 years told me that I'm a brave guy when I stood on sparring with him and took his shots, but I'm still not brave and tough and strong enough, but that's my issue/cross to bear
get a job you lazy piece of freeloading shit..
fair enough, I have an inheritance that I'm been living off of but I know I should work more, so I'm working on pushing myself to do so