what was your mission? did that guy that orders you around on the internet and that you obey like a little pussy order you to come to getbig and get absolutely destroyed?
congratulations. maybe your owner will give you a reward. hahaha 
I always like how a troll like yourself says the other guy melted,when in actuality,you are melting by following me around like a puppy you idiot.
Been here too long and dealt with tougher online foes than you could ever hope to be sonny boy.
Don`t bother trying to flip the script with the meltdown shit either.....your entire existance on these boards revolves around seeing if you can bother people....you`ve failed miserably in my case.
I just love fucking with you clowns just to watch the eventual meltdown that always comes,in your case,just like you when having sex with your boyfriend,it came too quickly.
Furthermore,asshole,I hope you rot in hell right along with the rest of your ilk.
And to take it yet a step further,do you even lift?
Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.
Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.
I think some people who think they are depressed actually are suffering from anxiety and sometimes they are suffering from both. I had to deal with some pretty tragic deaths of friends at a real young age not only that alot of my friends wound up in federal prison that year. friends of minewere also just dropping like flies and I was kind of fucked up about it all for about 6 weeks before I went to talk to a doctor about it. They gave me both a SSRI and a benzo, prozac and ativan to start with. The prozac was horrible! Prozac a SSRI is just the nastiest shit I ever tried. Prozac takes awhile to start working and while you are waiting for weeks for it to work you deal with nasty side effects. I wasn't really deprressed I was suffering from anxiety and insomnia wich is why the ativan helped me. I had also got ahold of a sample of xanax from the doctor just a 10 tab professional sample and it was like a miracle drug everything went away. I forgot about all my stress and worrys. The prozac took 3 weeks to kick in and it was just total shit! I wasn't really depressed so maybe that is why it did not work for me. The prozac did nothing to help me sleep it actually kept me up, and fucked up how my ativan was working.
Anyway long story short next appointment I told the doctor the prozac was garbage and I wanted to stop using them and even though I was only on them for 5 weeks he said he still wanted me to taper off and it could be dangerous if I quit cold turkey. So yes SSRI's are addictive and dangerous as well. The prozac really fucked up my blood pressure as well It jumped from 129/80 to 177/114. My doctor made me get bloodwork done to check my kidneys and liver.
I also told the doctor i wanted to get on xanax instead of the ativan the xanax seemed to work like magic. xanax is great if you get stressed out and also have insomnia. I was using steroids as well and when you get on high dosages of Test and other AAS you start getting insomnia and you get stressed out easier and the xanax fixed this problem. The dr. made me go get a mental health Evaluation to get the xanax he said the strongest drugs he could prescribe were ativan,valium and klonopin this was from a kaiser dr. he said if i wanted xanax I had to see a psychiatrist and do the mental health evaluation. So I did the evaluation and got prescribed 6mg of xanax daily but he said this was a huge daily dose and since I was young he wanted to do UA's and I had to wait 30 days exactly till I could get a refill. Alot of dr.s and half of psychiatrist think xanax is to strong of a drug to prescribe and your bound to get addicted. It is more addictive then heroin but if they make your life better and get them prescribed in a legit fashion and make sure never to stop taking it without tapering off you should be fine. the thing with xanax is once you start you are pretty much going to need them for life. It is a drug that not many people come off of or if they do it is not very easy but same thing with most SSRi's tapering is a must if you take a SSRI for a long time.
I think treating depression with medication is not the right idea. Like someone else said depression is for the weak. Anxiety is more of a real condition. people who are depressed are usually people who need to loose weight or get laid more. I just don't believe in depression and think it is very managable without medication. anybody who is depressed stay away from medications and people with aniety make sure you get a mental health evaluation and get a MRI on your brain and don't take any medication unless a psychiatrist suggests it. If a person with anxiety can stay off medication as well that is the way to go. medication works wonders for alot of us but your using drugs that are very addictive especially anxiety patients. Do I feel bad I got started on xanax and probably will take it my whole life, not really but it is something that was def needed for me to live a good quality life. If someone is depressed and finds a medication that helps them and thinks they need them to live a quality life then take them. just remember if you decide to come off the drugs make sure you taper off and if it has been years on the drugs it might take years to get you off the drugs.
There are so many things to help these conditions, money helps big time, getting laid alot helps big time, having alot of family around helps big time, sticking with your hobbys helps big time, exercise helps out big time, lots of things can help besides medication. If you have lost alot of family and friends in a tragic manner and have horrible insomnia that is where it is hard not to fall into taking medications.
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