good read,very tragic to say the least.for anyone skinny or small who pick's up a weight and start to train or diet ,and take to a competitive level know the obsession.if it get's a hold of you it is consumming and know person who understand's the drive and focus understand's the rationale behind it.they say big deal how much fun is it to lift something that dosen't do anything,or a machine that dosen't hit back.in bbbing it is a mean's to an end,it is what drive's the obsession,i am glad that it got me.