Well...it's 5:15. Time to get the last of the protan on.
Thank you everyone for all the support and encouraging words.

I want to even thank those who didn't have nice things to say because you too gave me the encouragement to once again prove you wrong.

It's not about taking home a trophy, although that would be icing on the cake. This is a level V show (National Qualifier) and I know I'm not ready to win such a show...I may never win such a show, but I can say that I trained hard, dieted hard and put more effort into getting ready for it then any of the "kids" that have given me shit on here. Maybe one day when you stop just sitting back in the audience and start living the life of someone who competes (and no, I'm not bragging, I'm just realizing what it takes to do so) then you will learn how to critique and not just bash.
Again...thank you everyone!
