You guys are too hard on SHUTUPANTRAIN. His inability to distinguish fantasy from reality is tragic, yes, but it may be the only thing which sustains him. Remove his illusions such as "That man is my father" or "I'm a likeable, intelligent person whom women find attractive" or "It's perfectly natural that my white wife and I should produce a brown baby" and what would he have left? I ask for your mercy on the simpleton's behalf.