Brutal, have you ever dieted for a show? You do some weird ass stuff man, LOL!
I remember driving and forgetting where I was going. I had to prepare meals ahead of time or I'd space and not eat.
I got so hungry the last weeks, I was driving home and started crying for no reason.
Also, I never wanted to be at home, sitting. I would go to bookstores, tanning salons, anywhere to be moving and feel a little bit normal. Sitting around waiting to do another 40 mins of cardio and eat some more broccoli and chicken is no way to live.