What the hell are you talking about you fool? Have you ever heard anyone to be more condescending than me in the last few days? I was just apologising indirectly by trying to patch things up so this board can go back to what it was, although what I've told each of you guys about yourselves is really my actual opinion of you guys.
you have an extreme, extreme, self esteem issue, peewee. everything you do seems to be geared around trying to get people to respect you. longwinded PMs, refusal to give up your "job", trying to convince everyone you've got a brilliant project going, constantly telling everyone that you're brilliant and how everything you do is "engaging".
only it's not. your posts aren't any more engaging than any others. they're just what's happening currently. you could vanish right now, literally blip off the face of the earth and after a day or so it would be like you never existed at all. ever seen the show Chicago? you're roxy hart. crazy, interesting for the time being, forgotten as soon as the next comes along.
accept it. you ain't special, you ain't unique, you ain't any smarter than the rest of us.