Roc, it is hard to understand why Derek has chosen this lifestyle! Look, at the end-of-the-day Derek can do anything that he God damn wants to do, as long it is not hurting anyone!
My issue is that, Derek's lifestyle has severely impacted on his family and its good and wholesome reputation.
The embarassment, shame and humiliation he has brought to his family-name is rerehensible in the least.
I dont think the Anthony-name will ever recover from the shame Derek has brought them.
My hated for you grows Derek, as i continue to learn of the misery you continue to bestow upon your parents!