I get your point AJ, and also completely respect his family and am truly sorry for there pain and suffering for years and years to come. And you are right, we don't know why he did it, it very well might have been out of protection to his loved ones.
My family had also experienced a loss to suicide and as hard as it is to deal with a loved one that is gone, it is even harder to live with the unanswered question of WHY?
My sincere condolences to Chris's Family.
Been thru that to. The dammage done to the ones left behind is imeasurable.
Some do it for just that reason (Suicide to hurt the survivors), The person I knew didnt, and I doubt this man did either.
Perhaps he was looking at (or thought he was) way more prison time than than we think.
Regardless, its a decision that cant be done over.
Life can seem like its real F'ing bad. Usualy that will pass. Think about how misserable you have been at some point and the great times that have allways followed.
I feel bad for his family too. His "Crime" was selling what even the nerd politicians in suits refer to as
"Performance enhancing drugs". By deffinition they improved peoples preformance, not imparied it.
The liquor store owners and ciggaret peddlers will all go to church come Sunday dressed all proper and get
respect as upstanding members of the community.
Thier $300 hr CPA's will get them as close to $0 tax as the law allows.
Our country makes not much sense anymore, and we are even charged dearly to export this insanity.
