Okay, first thanks to everyone who at least doesn't rip the shit out of me. To the others who do, it is obvious you are just little kids or someone who doesn't know shit and has to hide to talk shit. Here are a couple of facts;
I weighed myself in Kona just before I left. I weighed a couple lines over 536. I am not even close to being diabetic. I have my blood tested a few times a year. My cholesterol last time was 114. I have never had it higher than 135. My blood pressure is around 130/90 or so. I fluctuates but the doctor says it isn't bad considering my size. I do not eat 10,000 calories a day. I eat about 4,000 to 5,000 a day and I eat mostly fish and chicken but I was eating some shit food. It is the time of day I eat that is really bad. I eat at night. I do not eat when I am hungry, I eat more when i am bored. I have never said the spider bite caused my weight gain. CQ and Danielson and the other morons who say that are just ignorant. I said the spider bite has affected me in a way where it prevents me from lifting or exercising so I don't burn anything.
The biggest reason why I can't do some things is the weight gain affects my lower back that I had ruptured my L4 and L5 back in 83 or 84. It rarely gives me any trouble but because when my leg swells I can't bend it and I have to walk differently. It twists my back and that actually bothers me more than anything. I have never taken pain pills till recently when I found out they work sometimes. So I take vicodin to walk around now. But I do not take them unless I am hurting. If you morons who think it is nothing and you are so tough then go out and get bit by a recluse, have a reaction I did, spend 30 days in the hospital, the next 6 months crawling on your hands and knees and the next 10 years with your calf blowing up to 30"+. Till then you are talking out of your ass and you look stupid doing so. I don't need to have excuses why I got this way. I know 100% it is my fault and my lack of willpower. I really think moving back to Hawaii is what did it, especially Kona. I was bored out of my head there for the past 5 years. I did nothing.
Well now I am in Vegas and I have been really good since. I have someone cooking my food and hanging out with me and making sure i eat good. I am walking in out pool for about an hour. I got a free membership at 24 Hour Fitness. I already feel better about the eating. I do not drink any milk or sodas. I drink so much water here cause my mouth is so dry. I think once my back gets better and doesn't hurt at all I will be really good to go 100% at this. I am getting my eating habits down and I will do it this time. My business is going to be talking me to a lot of places next year including Europe and Russia and I am NOT going to hassle flying at this weight again. It was a nightmare getting here.
To all the people who say good things thanks, I have had over 30 PM's since Monday. To the other assholes it is obvious you have never had an accident or something happen to you where you can't do something you loved so much and made a good living from it. Cause I promise you, you wouldn't be talking shit now. You think you are invincible, well kids you are not. I have spent the first 40 years of my life being in shape and strong. I never smoked or did drugs (test for 6 months) and have been drunk 3 times in my life. The past 8 years has easily been the worse in my life. Hope you never have something go wrong.
