You did a good job setting up the lighting to maximize every possible amount of definition. Kamali would be proud.
You forgot to mention that the pic was with no pump, bad lighting, and your good camera was broken.
You also forgot to mention that you were much bigger last year before various events forced you to lose an appreciable amount of size, but this was the only picture you have currently.
You have much to learn about posting pics, but again, I do commend you on the lighting.
Did you lose your job recently? Just wondering, because you look like a failure. I'd imagine that transcends all aspects of your life.