Now that's a story, Freaker.
Sorry to hear about your "dark" thirties.
Whatever happened with your marriage?
Isn't it amazing what people do for a relationship?
It's stories like yours that make me reluctant to settle down.
Women.
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What can you do? Marriage is a commitment, and we take the good with the bad. There was no way of knowing postpartum depression would ever be a factor, unfortunately, until we had our first child.
My daughter had very severe colic, and those times were just awful. Non-stop screaming up to 18 hours per day. We were sleeping 1-2 hours per night for almost a year. I also failed to recognize it for what it was--why
wouldn't she be depressed? But it was a side of her I'd never seen before, and I seemed to handle it alot better. It wasn't until we had our second (and last!) that it became clear. He didn't have colic, slept through the night--the perfect baby. But my wife was even 10x worse. At points even floridly psychotic, to the point where I was actually terrified to leave the house for work in the morning or in the middle of the night because I feared she would hurt them or herself.
But this time I got her right to a good psychiatrist, and we got it under control, and then she just slowly got better and better, but it took time. I must say, that now things really are just great. My wife is truly my soul mate, and I couldn't imagine going through life without her.
but, yes, marriage is not easy, and it's no fairytale for sure. It takes a tremendous amount of work and sacrifice. Same with being a dad. It's just not about you anymore.
Except when you descend those stairs back down to the gym...