hahahahahahaa, another "guy" who waitind for two years building up the courage to confront an anonymous internet personality, hahahhaa, how did you train for this day Mr. Badass Marine and Sucessful Businessman? 
You must friggin LIVE here...lol... dude... get a life and off your fat ass... It is absolutely killing you that look like you do... Just so you know... I too am naturally not all that lean... but discipline is how I maintain my build... that discipline, and the intestinal fortitude that the Corps cultivated, have played a major role in all of my accomplishments... I do not look down on you SF... I do not believe that simply because I am one the "haves" and you are one of the "have nots"... that you are less a person... You can easily change your live man... You do not have to go through life with low self-esteem....
I was hard in my first post because you need to break down your false confidence and build a feeling of true self worth...
Don't worry though... I am logging off now... Its a beautiful day and I am heading to my camp with the family... Do something constructive man... try getting off the net and getting out with people... you don't have to stay inside all the time... you look like the average man on the street so there is no need to feel inadequate