Killing yourself over a female is the worst thing you can do.
Get better Lee.
most females in the industry of fitness are very very slutty insecure girls ,,i told you this before,,thsoe females? are the type of girls that can not establish communication and stimulation of the brain ,,it is very very hard for them to function in life ,,many of them are divorced or single moms ,,many of them beein fucked by 30 guys and have 2 kids from 2 diff daddys,,many in the fitness industry are girls that truly live for looks,,there is nothing wrong with live for looks WHEN YOU ARE 16! but those girls chase their youth ,,they always have problems that lay very deep and its hard to see it until you actualy been intimate with them,,they trap you with sex and try to keep you with sex ,,,not too many of us are smart like me or like bob chick or like arnold ,,,many of the guys that bodybuild just fall very fast for those girls and get burnt badly because those girls are lacking foundation of character,,
lee priest ,,those has mental problems,,is a good guy ,,he may be little off in the head but hes a good guy over all,,the problem is most fo the girls he got arr whores,,many of ghe girls that are attracted to us are whores,,they use you for drugs or for anything but love,,they themselves comes from abusive families in some cases and in other cases they chase their youth like i said,,
DO NOT EVER GET WITH GIRL THAT IS IN THE INDUSTRY! THOSE GIRLS ARE MEANT TO BE SINGLE UNTIL AGE 60,,THEY DO NOT LOOK GOOD ITS ILLUSION ,,THE MOMENT THEY TAKE THEIR CLOTHES OFF ITS ALL SAME PUSSY AND MANY OF THOSE GIRLS ARE NOT PRETTY!,,ITS 99% FAKE TRUST ME WHEN YOU TOUCH IT IT IS FAKE! YOU CAN TELL THE DIFFERENCE AND SEE IT DOESNT FEEL REAL AND MORE OF A RUBBER FEEL,,
A GIRL SHOULD ALWAYS BE SOFT AND AT 18-20% SOMETIMES 15-16% IF SHE IS REALLY INTO FITNESS ,,BUT NEVER DATE THE INDUSTRY GIRLS ,,ATLEAST NOT MAJORITY OF THEM ,,A FWEW OF THEM ARE GOOD GIRLS BUT THEY ALSO NOT TO BE FOUNDED FLIRTING AROUND OR WHORING AROUND,,THEY ARE MARRIED! AND DO NOT PARTY MUCH,,IT IS MINORITY BUT THEY ARE THERE,,
IN GENERAL DO NOT DATE OR FALL INLOVE WITH FITNESS GIRL FROM THE INDUSTRY,,
ID ALSO RECOMEND YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM FITNESS GIRLS IN YOUR LOCAL GYM,,BEING IN SHAPE IS ONE THING,,BEING OBSESSED WITH HER LOOK IS A WHOLE DIFF THING,,GET YOURSELF A GOOD NICE PRETTY GIRL AND BE HAPPY FRIENDS