How can you be proud of your race/color ? That's like saying, I'm proud to be 5'9'' feet, I'm proud to have blue eyes, I'm proud to speak English, I'm proud of my big feet....... Be proud of something that you accomplished ,not something that you didn't do shit for,or you have not control over it .
So you're not proud of what you are? You are ashamed of your race, why?
Pride does not only apply to an accomplishment, if you have no pride in yourself and what/who you are as a person, how can you be proud of your accomplishments? Inside you will always feel hollow, probably why you turned to steroids, you weren't proud of what you could do on your own. Sad, really.

But, whateva.......
