I've done this for years though.....the whole "balls out....bb or die" thing without using.
So, for those that have similar experience....what motivates you to keep on training?
Having been there and done that, I know that whatever results I got from gear were temporary. Once you come off, it's very difficult to keep the artificial gains. So, unless you plan on staying on indefinitely, what's the point?
As for staying motivated, it's hard for me to train yearound just for size. So, some times I get into endurance training, other times I focus on my cage fighting (lol) and other times I'm into bbing.