this week has brought me many challenges...yet at the same time...many solutions
At one point i thought i found a new route for my crossroads...but then i figured out its only another maddening dilemma that i must consider
My apartment right now is a tomb w/ a viewing window for all the people in my life who are flying by me.
Inside I sit motionless in my heart...but on the outside-active in my desire for healing.
My heart feels emptier than usual this weekend-I recieved a call from a long forgotten friend of my past on friday. It was incredible to hear his voice once again. Our call was cut short because his ride was waiting for him. He was susposed to call me back yesterday...but no call. I waited for his call. Nothing. I wish I had been able to see him on Friday. But i was too far away. I pray that our paths will cross again some time down the road.
My fingers tremble from exhaustion right now.
My throat feels dry.
My eyes feel as if a deamon is ripping them out with a hook.
My legs feel heavy...and my feet feel useless.
Rest is needed now
And a new plan is in dire need for tommorow.
Yeah well. some people take getbig far too seriously than they want to let on I suppose.
I didn't know he was attacking you personally. He wasn't attacking you at the time I rejoined getbig. I thought he was targeting the nasser team (which I'm cool with) because bigbobs and his muzzie buddies are a disease. Anyway you seem to be a cool headed cat so I'm glad you're not as obnoxious as bobs and co.
How are things in nowadays?. Making any positive steps?
thank u tyr-the goodness of your soul is very enriching and comforting to me