I can understand being obsessed with bodybuilding as a teen. I certainly was..but I was lucky to have a father that always emphasized the importance of staying healthy throughout your life. So even though when I was 23 or so and experimented with steroids, I always made sure I wouldn't use them in a way that would ever jeopordize my health. I researched them and tried to obtain the one's that produced the least amount of pituitary shutdown, least liver toxicity, and never did more than 8 weeks and never used more than a total of 300 mg a week. This was just so I could preserve some muscle while dieting for a couple of shows. Looking back, if I took some serious doses, I probably could have eventually made it to a National level(back in the early 80's) if I hadn't been concerned with health. The teens of today go on these websites and listen to the internet "Bro's" for their advice. I don't think many of them realize the effects of long term high dose usage, in terms of LDL HDL levels, cardiac side effects, kidney stress. Most of these kids will never compete, so their big reward is to walk around in a tight shirt with their arms held out, lats flexed, walking duck-like from overdeveloped thighs. As you mature, you realize being a big lumpy looking guy isn't so great after all. Better to have a Zane like physique, wearing perfectly tailored clothes and being cool..and articulate..intelligent. That's more impressive than just being a dime a dozen, juiced up doofus.