No and they are highly addictive, induce memory loss, etc. Every poison has its price. I didn't even start this thread and I not inclined to talk overly much about this.
No, you are NOT talking about KILLING yourself, just because you can’t get any ZZZZZZs!!!??
It sounds as if you have more problems than simply a bad case of insominia. If you have some serious stuff on your mind, talk to one of us, me or Stella, or even Loco. I don't think they'll mind my volunteering their names on their behalf.