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Hey Deicide
« on: August 28, 2008, 06:31:44 AM »
When's teh date??

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #1 on: August 28, 2008, 06:44:21 AM »
When's teh date??

I haven't decided yet...depends on how things go. Thanks for asking. :)
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #2 on: August 28, 2008, 06:44:56 AM »
When's teh date??

BTW, love the avatar!
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #3 on: August 28, 2008, 06:52:06 AM »
I haven't decided yet...depends on how things go. Thanks for asking. :)
ahhh so you know what I meant I take it.

and what is the depending factor---on wether or not you can ever actually sleep

and if you decided to---what would be your method??

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #4 on: August 28, 2008, 06:55:07 AM »
ahhh so you know what I meant I take it.

and what is the depending factor---on wether or not you can ever actually sleep

and if you decided to---what would be your method??

Very bright of you; much hinges on it...so no set date but genuine consideration...

Method...euthanasia...

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #5 on: August 28, 2008, 06:59:11 AM »
Very bright of you; much hinges on it...so no set date but genuine consideration...

Method...euthanasia...

 :)

hmm never considered or pondered on how profound an effect lack of sleep had on the mind-----it seems obvious once you consider it but never having that problem its never something that crossed my mind

is it the tiredness or just the lack of being able to separate your mind from you body for any substantial amount of time, thus having to deal with reality at least twice as much as a man who sleeps regularly??

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #6 on: August 28, 2008, 07:01:56 AM »
hmm never considered or pondered on how profound an effect lack of sleep had on the mind-----it seems obvious once you consider it but never having that problem its never something that crossed my mind

is it the tiredness or just the lack of being able to separate your mind from you body for any substantial amount of time, thus having to deal with reality at least twice as much as a man who sleeps regularly??

Both. Lack of energy to accomplish my mental and physical goals; exhaustion, inability to focus. I have had this crap for 13 years. There is some stuff I want to try before taking the next step but at the end of the day, not being able to do anything or concentrate sucks...don't want the next 40 years to be like this.
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #7 on: August 28, 2008, 07:03:06 AM »
If you are talking about what I'm thinking you are talking about...


PLEASE DON'T DO IT!
 :'(


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Re: Hey Deicide
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #11 on: August 28, 2008, 07:12:34 AM »
If you are talking about what I'm thinking you are talking about...


PLEASE DON'T DO IT!
 :'(


You think you know what is on the other side but you COULD BE WRONG....couldn't you?


There Stella goes, worrying about me going to hell...that is not my concern, suffice to say.
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #12 on: August 28, 2008, 07:18:22 AM »
There Stella goes, worrying about me going to hell...that is not my concern, suffice to say.
Did you ever get a script for Ambien CR?  Just try that first OK?  One per night only >:(
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #13 on: August 28, 2008, 07:22:55 AM »
Did you ever get a script for Ambien CR?  Just try that first OK?  One per night only >:(

Have run the gambit with all the pills...works for a few days, and then back to the drawing board. Anyway...
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #14 on: August 28, 2008, 07:25:12 AM »
Have run the gambit with all the pills...works for a few days, and then back to the drawing board. Anyway...

But did you get Ambien CR?   The blue ones?  Those help you STAY asleep. 
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #15 on: August 28, 2008, 07:29:04 AM »
But did you get Ambien CR?   The blue ones?  Those help you STAY asleep. 

No and they are highly addictive, induce memory loss, etc. Every poison has its price. I didn't even start this thread and I not inclined to talk overly much about this.
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #16 on: August 28, 2008, 08:09:06 AM »
When's teh date??

Don't go out there with a loaded gun cowboy.

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #17 on: August 28, 2008, 08:10:28 AM »
Don't go out there with a loaded gun cowboy.

Heheh... :)
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #18 on: August 28, 2008, 08:14:54 AM »
No and they are highly addictive, induce memory loss, etc. Every poison has its price. I didn't even start this thread and I not inclined to talk overly much about this.

No, you are NOT talking about KILLING yourself, just because you can’t get any ZZZZZZs!!!??

It sounds as if you have more problems than simply a bad case of insominia. If you have some serious stuff on your mind, talk to one of us, me or Stella, or even Loco. I don't think they'll mind my volunteering their names on their behalf.

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #19 on: August 28, 2008, 08:20:03 AM »
No, you are NOT talking about KILLING yourself, just because you can’t get any ZZZZZZs!!!??

It sounds as if you have more problems than simply a bad case of insominia. If you have some serious stuff on your mind, talk to one of us, me or Stella, or even Loco. I don't think they'll mind my volunteering their names on their behalf.

Man...I wish Nordic had not started this thread but I felt compelled to answer his question.
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #20 on: August 28, 2008, 08:33:43 AM »
Man...I wish Nordic had not started this thread but I felt compelled to answer his question.
sorry bro------figured since you had the avatar and had mentioned it on here many times you didnt really care

ill take it into account for next time

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #21 on: August 28, 2008, 08:35:44 AM »
Don't do it, you retarded Piefke!
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #22 on: August 28, 2008, 08:40:59 AM »
Try reading The Last of the Mohicans.

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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #23 on: August 28, 2008, 08:50:56 AM »
If you are talking about what I'm thinking you are talking about...


PLEASE DON'T DO IT!
 :'(


You think you know what is on the other side but you COULD BE WRONG....couldn't you?


What is it you are thinking about Stella?
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Re: Hey Deicide
« Reply #24 on: August 28, 2008, 09:07:56 AM »
You seriously thinking about off-ing yourself, dude?  :o
I thought things were going to get better for you when you left Korea. You're no longer there, right?
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