Hey Deicide

[MP]

Crazy thread. Don't do it Deicide. A lot can change in a year.

Good luck righting your mind. No one is perfect or always happy, but hopefully you can get the suicidal thoughts to subside.

You've moved a lot and experienced different cultures. What else "new" can you do next?

Even though you're burnt after working for two years, you'll still need to do something most days to keep your brain stimulated.

Run through a typical day for you now ...

[Swedish Viking]

Hope you're doin better man, keep us updated.

[Benny B]

RIP, brother.
Another fallen getbig soldier. 

[chaos]

I read the first page and felt compelled to reply......


Deicide..........quit being a punk bitch, what are you, some kind of quitter?

Settle the fuck down and chill a bit.

[DK II]

I read the first page and felt compelled to reply......


Deicide..........quit being a punk bitch, what are you, some kind of quitter?

Settle the fuck down and chill a bit.

Nice!

BTW, where is he?

Deicide, we need some reply from you!

[jr]

What is the nature of your insomnia, Deicide?

(Appologies if you have already stated it)

Is it that you can't sleep at night?

Is it that you can't sleep at any time?

Is it that you can't sleep for more that a few hours (minutes) at a time?

Do you ever sleep?

Do you ever feel sleepy?

How long do you sleep for, when you do sleep?

Is it that a 9 to 5 job is not compatible with your natural sleeping pattern?

What is the nature of your insomnia?

[webcake]

maybe i shouldn't have been so hard on the kid...

[Benny B]

maybe i shouldn't have been so hard on the kid...

He's a wimp...he'll be alright.

[wavelength]

maybe i shouldn't have been so hard on the kid...

Believe me, he's not a "kid". He's one of the most intelligent people here.

[DK II]

Believe me, he's not a "kid". He's one of the most intelligent people here.

agreed.

when he logs in, getbig's IQ doubles.

 

[Benny B]

Believe me, he's not a "kid". He's one of the most intelligent people here.

Not really.

[wavelength]

agreed.

when he logs in, getbig's IQ doubles.

 

Hihi, only possible if I'm not already logged in. 

[Deicide]

Not really.

Mr. Blanco, you know but a kernel of a grain of the sands which comprise the desert of my being and yet you claim to know much more...it is a mistake.

[Eisenherz]

Deicide do you keep traveling because you are constantly searching for new stimulation?
Best advice i recon is to settle down, learn to be happy by yourself, maybe read eckhart tolle's book "the power of now" and maybe get some homeopathic treatment for your depression.
If you dont try this before kicking the bucket you are a quitter.

[Camel Jockey]

Mr. Blanco, you know but a kernel of a grain of the sands which comprise the desert of my being and yet you claim to know much more...it is a mistake.

Benny is probably some idiot from Washington Heights 

How are you holding up?

[Benny B]

Benny is probably some idiot from Washington Heights 

How are you holding up?

From the Bronx, you got problems with that?
I've spent my fair share of time nailing puta from Heights too.

[Quickerblade]

Deicide do you keep traveling because you are constantly searching for new stimulation?
Best advice i recon is to settle down, learn to be happy by yourself, maybe read eckhart tolle's book "the power of now" and maybe get some homeopathic treatment for your depression.
If you dont try this before kicking the bucket you are a quitter.

his not depressed, he just thinks to much.

[webcake]

Maybe moving from one country to another has permanently fucked up his sleeping patterns...

[Benny B]

his not depressed, he just thinks to much.

anxiety and depression go hand in hand
methinks he suffers from both in addition to his insomnia

[webcake]

Unless his moving countries every week i dont think so.
his mind does not switch off, for me, any dramas i have in my life i switch it off when its time to hit the sack, i dont care what the problem is, i just dont focus on it.

Deicide is a good dude, Donkeykong approves him too so that good.

Yeah, i was kinda being sarcastic. I agree, he's a cool guy. and i agree that he probably does think too much.

[Quickerblade]

anxiety and depression go hand in hand
methinks he suffers from both in addition to his insomnia

yeah, good point.

he just needs to find what is keeping him up, is it depression?
is it anxiety? is it heartbreak?

[Benny B]

yeah, good point.

he just needs to find what is keeping him up, is it depression?
is it anxiety? is it heartbreak?

My guess...anxiety. Sometimes you can't let go of past mistakes, and it is in those late night hours that those things haunt you and keep you anxious and sad. I've been there. You have to reconcile yourself to the fact that you can't change previous fuck ups you have made...just move forward and be the best person you can be going forward. However, that is hard if you are feeling extreme guilt like doing something bad to a parent or sibling who is no longer living. That shit will make you depressed as hell too if you don't find a way to deal with it.

This is all pure speculation on my part...he may have some other type of medical condition.

[chaos]

Lets just say its a woman or women that upset him, what can he do to "get over it" Me personally i cant afford psychologists so if i got heartbroken i would just fuck around, that makes me feel at ease, but i guess everyones case is different.

If he's throwing this hissy fit over a chick he needs to knock it the fuck off and get over it. I'd suggest a threesome with a couple of whores.

[Benny B]

Lets just say its a woman or women that upset him, what can he do to "get over it" Me personally i cant afford psychologists so if i got heartbroken i would just fuck around, that makes me feel at ease, but i guess everyones case is different.

If it's a woman, I agree with Chaos (for once). Just bang a few whores or find a hobbie so all-consuming that you forget about the bitch. Women cn really mess with your head, but you can't let some woman give you permanent insomnia or have you contemplating suicide. That's crazy.
My guess is that isn't the problem.

[Deicide]

Utterly ridiculous. My insomnia has always existed independent of women. Occasionally it worsens in such situations but it is an independent phenomenon. At the moment there is no woman on the scene and the condition persists.