i feel like a loser going to the gym and lifting puny weights, im not going to say to people 'yeah i used to be big, i used to lift this and that' cause i assume people will just be rolling their eyes in the back of their head like 'yeah, ok' and think im lying. so im just keeping to myself, lifting, staying consistent, then i can get back the confidence i used to have in the gym.
its eerie though, when i first waked into the gym i was lost, once i started working out i was thinking yeah i remember this and how i used to love it, this is me, lifting heavy, being big. i love the gym and now i cant belive i was away for so long,its all coming back to me, im getting back in the zone.