living the dream derek 
definitley!
Derek, were there any times where you felt really down and depressed when you were living the dream?
by "living the dream" I mean the lean and large physique, young, access to all performance enhancers, great diet, white teeth, clean skin, full head of hair, money, lots of attention from whores in the street, lots of casual sex and good training
Can you describe how those times made you feel?
I hope that one day I can also "live the dream".
