THE BIZARRE BODYBUILDING.COM SUICIDE KID AFFAIR - The one and only thread

[Nordic Beast]

FAIL.

Roxonol is morphine.  Hope this helps!

Jason

no Roxonel -----Roxecet-----the blue 30mg

dballin already corrected me on it anyway

[Meso_z]

who gives a fuck. 

[kyomu]

Regarding this situation, I have thought about it a lot over the last 24.  

As most of you know on here know, I have bipolar depression and borderline personality disorder.  That kid talked about how bb.com was like all he had etc etc.  Look, as lame as it sounds, getbig.com is my outlet and one of the few joys I have.  I have very very few friends in real life because I am hard to hang out with as I tend to change moods ultra quick.  I don't leave my apartment much because I am prone to violence in public.  So ya, its weak, but getbig is like a little community for me that I dont have irl.  

I think about suicide a lot, but not in the manner of running out and doing it.  For years I have struggled with voices at times that tell me to just go out and do it.  I did the pill thing once also, not much fun having a 3 foot plastic tube shoved into your stomach through your mouth.  Ya, I get fucked up, but offing myself is a selfish thing to do and I do anything in my power to beat that issue.  And to do it on camera, man I just don't get that.  But I do understand what that kid was going through, and I feel for his family.  It's been tough on my family too, and I hate putting them through this shit.

The people who egged him on and especially the one who phoned him and told him to die homo, I hope karma meets them one day.  No matter whether they are serious or not, when someone is talking about killing themself, take it seriously and don't be retarded and tell them to go for it.

In essence, I relate strongly to that kid who did that yesterday.  I think what he did was shitty, but depression can be a huge struggle.  And to people who say "snap out of it" or "its in your head"--fuck you.  Anyways, I just wanted to vent about what happened, thats all.

cliff notes:
bb.com kid kills self
sometimes internet community is all we have
I have depression and borderline personality disorder
suicide is lame--but I understand
people who egged him get bad karma
just me venting blah blah blah

Very good post. Thanx.

[Meso_z]

I love some guys who "knew" him come up and say "he was a really down to earth guy"...

[DK II]

Regarding this situation, I have thought about it a lot over the last 24.  

As most of you know on here know, I have bipolar depression and borderline personality disorder.  That kid talked about how bb.com was like all he had etc etc.  Look, as lame as it sounds, getbig.com is my outlet and one of the few joys I have.  I have very very few friends in real life because I am hard to hang out with as I tend to change moods ultra quick.  I don't leave my apartment much because I am prone to violence in public.  So ya, its weak, but getbig is like a little community for me that I dont have irl.  

I think about suicide a lot, but not in the manner of running out and doing it.  For years I have struggled with voices at times that tell me to just go out and do it.  I did the pill thing once also, not much fun having a 3 foot plastic tube shoved into your stomach through your mouth.  Ya, I get fucked up, but offing myself is a selfish thing to do and I do anything in my power to beat that issue.  And to do it on camera, man I just don't get that.  But I do understand what that kid was going through, and I feel for his family.  It's been tough on my family too, and I hate putting them through this shit.

The people who egged him on and especially the one who phoned him and told him to die homo, I hope karma meets them one day.  No matter whether they are serious or not, when someone is talking about killing themself, take it seriously and don't be retarded and tell them to go for it.

In essence, I relate strongly to that kid who did that yesterday.  I think what he did was shitty, but depression can be a huge struggle.  And to people who say "snap out of it" or "its in your head"--fuck you.  Anyways, I just wanted to vent about what happened, thats all.

cliff notes:
bb.com kid kills self
sometimes internet community is all we have
I have depression and borderline personality disorder
suicide is lame--but I understand
people who egged him get bad karma
just me venting blah blah blah

great post.

I think i will never make fun of Bluto again. 

[El_Pajero]

thats what steroids do

[Deicide]

great post.

I think i will never make fun of Bluto again. 

Dude was hardcore. All teh way, hardcore.

[DK II]

Dude was hardcore. All teh way, hardcore.

Love the Avatar!

[Deicide]

Love the Avatar!

Philosophisch gesehen sind Wolfseier die Pforte zur absoluten Erleuchtung....

[DK II]

Philosophisch gesehen sind Wolfeier die Pforte zur absoluten Erleuchtung....

Lass uns die Kirche der Wolfseier gruenden!!

[warrior_code]

1 person commits suicide in the US every 18 minutes.  It must be a terrible feeling when you feel there is  no other option. 

[BFP]

no Roxonel -----Roxecet-----the blue 30mg

dballin already corrected me on it anyway

Oh. Didnt read the whole thread.

Jason

[musclehedz]

thats what steroids do

We need to save the children NOW!

[Emmortal]

The entire BB.com website is down today.  Wonder if there's going to be some legal steps taken.

[Ursus]

Sadly my local area has the highest rate of suicide in youg men (under 25) in Europe.

So many have committed suicide in recent years i hav forgotten most of them

[bigdumbbell]

what a loser

[240 is Back]

Sad story.  Lots of messages on his myspace. 

[HTexan]

was that a wig he was wearing

[nycbull]

Sadly my local area has the highest rate of suicide in youg men (under 25) in Europe.

So many have committed suicide in recent years i hav forgotten most of them

do you know why? sometimes its the weather.

[HTexan]

if you going to kill myself at least make a stand
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1087437/Man-carefully-planned-chainsaw-death-losing-eviction-battle-developers.html?ITO=1490

[avesher]

http://money.cnn.com/news/newsfeeds/gigaom/media/2008_11_20_19_year_old_commits_suicide_on_justintv.html

[avesher]

KB, I miss you so much. I waited so long to have you and I thank God for the 19 plus years I had with you. As of next month you would've no longer been a teenager. You would've entered a new millinium. I guess you entered it earlier and a different one. I love you so much my son, my only son. I hope you find the peace that you could not find here. As much as I miss you, I can go on knowing that you have been released of the private hell that you were living in.
Mental illness truly is a silent killer, especially when it is not easily recognized.
With all my (broken) heart.
Mom

[TechnoViking]

Some of those guys on Bodybuilding.com better be watching what happens in the online suicide case where the 14 year old girl killed herself after someone told her to do it...That case is going to set precedent...

[240 is Back]

I'll bet there are a lot of BBing.com regulars trolling getbig tonight, since bbing.com forums are all closed today.

Welcome aboard, guys.  Post your name and pic, and have a little fun here.

[Necrosis]

you go have a cry for him daisy. i am happy to see darwinism in full effect.

you people who take shit like this so seriously are the pathetic ones. the human race coddles its weak and therefore becomes weaker as a whole.

animals dont have special olympics or old folks homes or cancer wards. the strong survive and the weak are eaten.

this asshole did us all a favor.

good point, especially the one about a lower species that lack the ability to do the things you listed, or the complete lack of awareness of altruism. Ya darwinism

humans have morals because they serve our species well, apparently you are one of the weak.