Alex, you looked juiced and watered up already. If your a natty, your a huge one. Very impressive, I'm not sure why all the hate. If you jumped on the sauce, you would really blow up. Your first cycle is always the best and you don't need the high doses. If you make that decision, post pics at about 6-8 weeks in. I am curious to see how big you would be. If you don't get stupid with eating the wrong shit, you will get leaner just by the gear. Manipulate your diet and add some cardio, you should turn out very well. The only thing is, once you start, there's no turning back, Your Natty status is gone forever. If your not going to compete, I would think about that. You are bigger than most already.