do you think that each cycle you do will damage your hpta function even more? even if you do proper pct and cycle once or twice a year
I personally think it will, but I'm not a doctor or expert. I can only speak from personal experience.
IMO you should use HCG during cycle AND do proper PCT. If you don't use HCG during cycle you WILL kill some Lydig cells, it's just a quesiton of how many you kill each cycle...and that depends on your body.
In the '90s I did at least two 12 week cycles per year. They were always very light, usually Test only at less than 500 mg per week. Sometimes they were dbol only or Deca only.
I'm a hyper responder, so that's all the Test I need to put on 15 lbs of muscle, but even 200 mg of Test EW shuts me down very hard and quick.
Unfortunatley, I never did PCT because I didn't know any better. Regardless, my nuts always came back within a month or so.
When my wife and I were trying to get pregnant about five years ago, we had fertilty tests done. Luckily, I didn't have any issues and in fact my sperm count was very high. We now have three kids. That's the good news.
But, then about two years ago I went into a pretty bad depression. I made my doctor test my hormone levels. My Test level was in the low 200's. I have no doubt it's due to steroids and a lack of proper PCT.
I'm now on HRT and feel better than ever. I just feel very very lucky to have kids.
In retrospect, my nuts never came back 100%. I didn't notice because it happened gradually - a little more with each cycle as I killed Lydig cells. They are now probably 80% of their original size. I'm the only one who would notice, but I'm sure a lack of proper PCT played a large role.
With PCT you will probably be OK, but why chance it? Use some HCG during cycle as well. I wish I had. What if you can't have kids?