i gotta hand it to ya moose,you are handling this problem alot better then i would be able to.you must have some steel nerves and iron balls cause id be a wreck in a mental institution about now,then again i should be in a mental institution right about now anyway according to most people i meet 
No.
You'd be surprised at the strength you can summon when you have no choice.
Nobody can help me but ME.
Also, I have had about 25 surgerie3s over the years, similar to problems for this.
So, I have been conditioned.
I can only thin k of the goodness to come.
Mike