Alright... I was digging through some photos to send to a friend and i found these.... approximately a year ago i had a meltdown and deleted all my bodybuilding pictures from when i started lifting back in 2006. I just happened to find a way to recover many of them but the images have degraded over time. These are probably the most embarrassing pictures i have of myself but im laying them out for all to see. You should never give up on your lifting goals. We all looked like crap at some point in time. I did some of my hardest trolling on MD forums when i looked like that. The only reason i can bring myself to post these pictures is because i no longer look like this. The point of this thread is to motivate all the AXA Chaotics out there to never give up on their lifting dreams

. It was probably the most awkward time of my life. I was a freshman in college and didn't know anyone. I was fat and sweating all the time and totally delusional. Everyone would tell me how HYOOOOOGE i was hahahaha. All i cared about was lifting. These pictures were the height of my delusion. At about this time i had met The True Adonis and he pretty much saved me from myself by telling me i was obese

Warning.... im really putting myself out here but sense i have a self deprecating sense of humor so im ok with it. I am also very comfortable with my getbig brothers
