Namet, life is about choices! You chose to use drugs. You made a decision to stick needles in your butt. And now, you attempt to rationalise these same 'drug choices' with rebuttals of ignorant threats. Well, it just doesn't stick.
Namet, your dreams are hollow. They are built on foundations of drug abuse and addiction.
Your 'career choice' is more about finding ways to deal with your 'lack of height' and low self esteem rather than finding a deeper and more holistic belief system.
Namet, don't go attacking the messenger. Take responsibility for your decline into drug addiction.
Accept the fact, that the realities of your profession as a bodybuilder is rooted in homosexual perversion and grotesque chemical delusion.
Namet, only you have the power to change!