i'm a former 300lbs permabulker.
never miss a tuna/pasta meal for several years...
never miss a weight gainer+ milk shake for several years, depsite i'm a carb intolerant...
always avoid in every form, even playing soccer 5 minute...
always fear to fall in catabolism...
always over 16/8 bp at 22 years old...
always partying on week end, whisky,beer and pounds of chips and peanuts.
that's the past, no more permabulking for me, my ego is in peace.