not sure really knny....................
just very anticlimatic is all
i miss the focus
the goal
larry yelling at me ..lol!
the very structured life ............
ya know............working towards a goal
hard to explain................. ......
Not hard to explain at all, it is what those of us who aren't preparing for a contest feel alot. I am sure it is temporary, and only natural after what you have been thru. You did an amazing job, and did yourself proud, take some time to sulk, relax, reflect, and then get re-focused!! Maybe not for another show, but for something else to get your juices flowing. Thanks for taking us on your journey. Think about all the people you have impacted doing this, the good, bad, negative, positive, it is still very impressive, I hope it encourages you to continue to do so in some way.