In true GetBig fashion, an old friend of mine crashed his bike and was killed instantly Saturday night.
He leaves behind a young son and daughter.
He was a sociology professor with several publications to his credit and had devoted his life to his family and to helping to improve the family relationships of others through teaching, counseling, his writings, and oral presentations to various groups.
Meanwhile, I'm a selfish fuck who only lives to entertain. I'm not doing anything to improve my community and while I have started several books, I haven't completed or published a thing.
I'm not asking to be dead, but if God really exists, why is this young man gone while someone like me gets to continue on?
37 is way too young.
RIP Jay
You know, there's a very sensitive balance in the universe that keeps order constant.
While you might think that your existence is futile and that you're only some random black guy, rejected by his own race for appearing to be gay and obsessed with snapping pictures of white women that appear to be manlier than you are, I'm here to tell you that you have way more purpose than you can imagine in this world.
Sure, your friend was a professor of Sociology who contributed his opinions to many by way of a podium or within the ravaged trees composing books, but you my friend is what I would call a Doctor of Sociology.
Do you think it is easy to be part of Getbig?
Do you for one moment think that what we do here is anything but crucial for the evolution of mankind?
You live to entertain.... Guess what, by entertaining you are essentially giving back more to mankind than what your friend did. Whereas he studied mankind, you take part in the everyday essentials of mankind. While he might have written books, if you were to gather up all of your posts on getbig and somehow organize them into something meaningful, you might have a bestseller that can potentially make good money somewhere obscure like in the Philippines. While he had a podium, undoubtedly found within the four walls of a classroom, you, in turn, have Getbig as your podium and the world is your stage.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that while dying young is never good, don't ever try to question divine intervention in matters of life and death that might make the divine blink your way and realize that your candy ass should have probably been smoked as well...
Tonight, watch a good porno by Francois Sagat, masturbate and realize when cuming that you're very lucky to be alive and able to jerk off to sweaty, muscular men for a living..
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