Blacksmith, i have been around this so-called sport for a long, long time and i can say this -I have never seen so much hate directed at a newbie like yourself!
In a relatively short time, you have singlehandedly engendered more revulsion and negative-publicity than anyone that i can remember.
Yes Sami, you must reassess your attitude and goals. You cannot continue down this self destructive path. The price is too great. You have become a pathetic laughing stock. It must be so humiliating?
Sure, your career has had an abysmal start. This never ending discussion about your drug use, Muscle Gallery pics, the sheik-schmoe-posing-sessions and your sexual orientation is just further destabilising evidence that your credibility within the profession of bodybuilding is languishing in the sewer!