Your fat-phobia is unwarranted and, as mentioned earlier, I believe your actual priority is MASS.
I see no reason why you can’t slap on another 15-20 lbs just in time for football (NFL, that is

) season.
No, you will NOT be ripped at that weight. But, with more mass, overall, and the strength that comes with it, I think you could live with the results.
You didn't mention your height by the way. Let's assume you're 5'7". At 200 lb, you'd look and feel a lot better (that's my take, anyway).