you can look big and ok naturaly, just as you can do when you come off,,, u just cant be big and 3D looking that you get with the constant pump you seem to have and ripped along with it,,
i was gettn a bit sick of the anti steroid threads, once youve built a good natural base theres no reason whatso ever why you cant experiment and take your training further, and really enjoy your experience,,, just built that base 1st