i agree....fear is good...
i just...i mean honestly...i play the smart fuck on getbig...but honestly...lets hope i still am.....thats about 16ish books in 40 days...
when i ws 15...that'd be a joke...no kiddin mate...
...haven't pushed it since...
the what if....scares the shit ouuta me man...
That's about 0,4 books/day, which can be done As long as you don't need to memorize every word and easily understand stuff, you can do it. You probably know a bit about the subject already, which helps.
If the books contains ton of data that you need a lot of previous knowledge to understand and you lack this knowledge, then you better start now

One thing is for sure: After you have gone through a "war with yourself" like this and come out on top, you feel fucking amazing
