I can achieve a decent body without drugs. and i did. i transformed a obscenely obese body into a lean and muscular athletic body. now i still workout just as hard, in fatc i workout harder. and im just as dedicated to my training and diet. i do get to eat more food now,but thats only because i have more muscle. i rely on myself and on drugs. i would look good without them, i just wouldnt look as good as i do now.
you just have unanswered shortcomings/traumas leading your thoughts and actions , that's why you still need to steroids to compensate, cause without em, you couldnt do it; you re not strong intelecutally speaking,smart enough, to face your shortcomings and fight em back with the power of your will, your insufisant inherited education and the shity environment that surrounds you since you re born.
If you were able to find something to replace steroids and still would make you feel good about yourself, you would perharps quit injecting. But as long as you dont find/dont have the capability to find something better, you re going to stay on.
One day you will find out steroids werent a smart choice to make you feel better about yourself. That you should have used your brains instead to compensate for your psychological insecurities. Or perhaps you ll never be able to overcome your insecurities and will die the way you lived.