Since most gyms now are populated by lots of juiced up teens and the typical bald tattooed bloated guys... having a good physique and not being juiced is pretty rare. In fact, it feels kind of special to be in that small percentage of people that can achieve that, especially when you're in your 40's. Plus having the knowledge to keep your hormones still producing decent amounts of test on your own without hrt is equally rare, since so few people know how to do it. Steroids are a primitive technology and have been around since the mid-50's. Yes, they get you big, but the shortcomings of depressing your hpt axis means the results are always temporary, unless you stay on a permanent cycle..which can lead to heart problems..from screwed up hdl and ldl levels.