he was one of the first people on the forum who was nice to me
like i told him to i almost left because so many people were being mean to me
As in the real world, some people will like you and some will not, the trick is to have courage and not let others dictate to you what kind of person they think you should be. You decide that. And if you stand for anything in life, have real heart felt beliefs, there will always be some who will disagree with you and dislike and,as in the case of devilsmile, even hate you for it. If you're a person of honor and principle you can't live just to please others.
One thing for sure, in your short time here you've already established yourself as a fixture on GetBig. Whether people agree with you or not. Love you or hate you. They now pay attention to what you say and when you don't post for a while people wonder where you are. And even without trying you also owning some minds here.
Stick around, my friend. It took Steve Namat three years for people to realize he's a good guy. Even Kyomo, who seems to not have a malicious bone in his body, didn't like Steve at first. But he came around. It won't take you as long as Namat for people to see you're not a gimmick but a real person. You're cut from a different mold and one of a kind and that catches people off guard but they'll come around. You'll see. Mark my words. Just hang in there.