Boxing workout - do I look improved yet?

[affeman]

ive had a job for the last 6 months...  ths for trying though

Why have you lost it?

[spinnis]

Why have you lost it?

I start on monday... 4 week "vacation" or whatever its called. Only have one month left though (I have worked 5 month of a 6 month employment so I should have said 5 instead of 6 lol.)
ANd keeping in mind that my former record was 2.5 weeks this in an improvement. I love this job but its just so mentally demenading. I wish I could just sit in some random store during the entire day and take customers or some shit, we have a suppliment store here where the guy works alone and just sits behinds his desk all day with his computer and when a customer comes in he puts it away. I WISH I could do that.

Hopefully I can find some sort of new job before that, because now when I know what it feels like to actually have a job and get a paycheck each month I dont wanna be fucking unemployed again.
Even though sweden is good in taking care of unemployed people I fucking HATE getting "handouts" and having to apply for 7 jobs each month to recieve them. Paying everything by yourself makes you feel good about yourself not like a fucking bum.

To be eligible for getting help with rent etc, you have to apply for at lest 6 jobs each month and go to a bunch of meetings and take Any job they can find for you. Which is WAY worse then actually working.

[affeman]

I start on monday... 4 week "vacation" or whatever its called. Only have one month left though (I have worked 5 month of a 6 month employment so I should have said 5 instead of 6 lol.)

Why are they kicking you out again?

[spinnis]

Why are they kicking you out again?

they are not kicking me out, its a 6 month employment provided by some company thats helping out teens getting jobs in these tough times or at least providing a chance to feel whats its like. =)
So they offer a 6 month emplyment with decent salery and "vacation" =)

Its actually One super rich induvidual that donated a few million "dollars" just to help out, So A few hundred teens got 6 month employments and I was lucky enough to be one of them.

[affeman]

they are not kicking me out, its a 6 month employment provided by some company thats helping out teens getting jobs in these tough times or at least providing a chance to feel whats its like. =)
So they offer a 6 month emplyment with decent salery and "vacation" =)

Its actually One super rich induvidual that donated a few million "dollars" just to help out, So A few hundred teens got 6 month employments and I was lucky enough to be one of them.

Do you have any education, graduation,....anything??

[Mr Nobody]

I start on monday... 4 week "vacation" or whatever its called. Only have one month left though (I have worked 5 month of a 6 month employment so I should have said 5 instead of 6 lol.)
ANd keeping in mind that my former record was 2.5 weeks this in an improvement. I love this job but its just so mentally demenading. I wish I could just sit in some random store during the entire day and take customers or some shit, we have a suppliment store here where the guy works alone and just sits behinds his desk all day with his computer and when a customer comes in he puts it away. I WISH I could do that.

Hopefully I can find some sort of new job before that, because now when I know what it feels like to actually have a job and get a paycheck each month I dont wanna be fucking unemployed again.
Even though sweden is good in taking care of unemployed people I fucking HATE getting "handouts" and having to apply for 7 jobs each month to recieve them. Paying everything by yourself makes you feel good about yourself not like a fucking bum.

To be eligible for getting help with rent etc, you have to apply for at lest 6 jobs each month and go to a bunch of meetings and take Any job they can find for you. Which is WAY worse then actually working.

Has this been a source of your depression knowing the job is ending ?

[spinnis]

Do you have any education, graduation,....anything??

yeah



I was running a high fever that day lol.

[affeman]

Some good size there. Dwarfed by the girl standing next to you.

[spinnis]

Has this been a source of your depression knowing the job is ending ?

dont think so, It was mainly because I was to exhausted to workout because of the job... and when I dont train I get depressed, buit because the lack of trainign  for seeing my body turn to shit. And I should have trained during this entire vacation but I didnt, I was about to go and skydive tanden skydive, you know when your hooked onto another dude and then jump out of a plane, but that didnt happen, and I was suppopsed to visit my bestemor in norway but that didnt happen etc. It all just turned to shit lol.

[spinnis]

Some good size there. Dwarfed by the girl standing next to you.

I was as great shape as in TINY lol.



I was a good 18 pounds heavier then that in the same conditioning a few weeks ago before it all came crashing down haha.

[Mr Nobody]

dont think so, It was mainly because I was to exhausted to workout because of the job... and when I dont train I get depressed, buit because the lack of trainign  for seeing my body turn to shit. And I should have trained during this entire vacation but I didnt, I was about to go and skydive tanden skydive, you know when your hooked onto another dude and then jump out of a plane, but that didnt happen, and I was suppopsed to visit my bestemor in norway but that didnt happen etc. It all just turned to shit lol.

Yep thats depression when it takes over you dont want to do shit..you are doing the right thing get active again tough to start though.

[spinnis]

Yep thats depression when it takes over you dont want to do shit..you are doing the right thing get active again tough to start though.

yeah Nothing seems worth doing.

Im good at getting my life back on track though eventually and thats good lol.

[spinnis]

The explination why Im so fucking short. Epic height genetics 

[affeman]

dont think so, It was mainly because I was to exhausted to workout because of the job... and when I dont train I get depressed, buit because the lack of trainign  for seeing my body turn to shit.

hahah yeah, Bodybuilding and reality, it's hard to combine these two.

[spinnis]

hahah yeah, Bodybuilding and reality, it's hard to combine these two.

imagine the days when you didnt care about what you ate, or it didnt matter if you just ate Once or Twice sometimes and you didnt care of you looked big or not.
And it wasn't Impossible to find cloths that fits decent. Im far from big but even when I was 170 with a small waist at 5"6 clotes that fits Good are a bitch to find, either you look like you havent touched a weight in your life or they are too tight haha.

I have a few xl tshirts which fits great, the one in the video is one of them, they littarly go down below cock level but fits nice over shoulders etc.
Cant find any of those these days =(

And I dont know when I should by clothes, should I buy them when im "big" which I have a tendency to only be for a whort while,  or when Im in shape? or when Im fat and depressed?  

The blazer in the photo these days is so tight I cant even get it on, cuts the bloodflow to my arms lol. Only wore it once because I had to buy it when I was in really good shape lol.

Bodybuilding ruins you lol.

[pellius]

the skin would be fucked up from just a few min, mabe my elbows bleed right away lol. I do some punching without the gloved sometimes though, but far from alot

I guess I take it for granted that I've been pounding away at a heavy bag since I was around 9 yo. I also use to do knuckle push-ups in the garage so my knuckles are pretty callous. There's been times when I haven't hit the bag for a while (sick, travelling, work....) and I'll skin them a little and they'll bleed but it goes away and the skin toughens up again.

[Mr Nobody]

yeah Nothing seems worth doing.

Im good at getting my life back on track though eventually and thats good lol.

I've been there bro I know what you are saying. I have a friend that lost his job and 750K on the stock market now if that happened to me suicide maybe in order. he pulled through somehow he said starting cardio and  and weights got him started so get back active bro.

[spinnis]

I've been there bro I know what you are saying. I have a friend that lost his job and 750K on the stock market now if that happened to me suicide maybe in order. he pulled through somehow he said starting cardio and  and weights got him started so get back active bro.

takes strenght to get through that shit. Props to your friend.

[affeman]

I was as great shape as in TINY lol.



I was a good 18 pounds heavier then that in the same conditioning a few weeks ago before it all came crashing down haha.

You made the bitch pregnant at 17??

[spinnis]

You made the bitch pregnant at 17??

its the wind lol. shes not fit but she doesnt have a gut 

only person I know with the same fucked up sense of humor as I have, She would looks like a model if she lost some weight

[spinnis]

And I need to give someone a call because I was Told that during the vacation I would recieve 80% of my salery as everyone else...
But I only got 200 euros this month.. and even though my job doesnt pay alot, thats is waaaaay less then 80% lol.

[Mr Nobody]

And I need to give someone a call because I was Told that during the vacation I would recieve 80% of my salery as everyone else...
But I only got 200 euros this month.. and even though my job doesnt pay alot, thats is waaaaay less then 80% lol.

Damn man ..in the USA they will tell you 80% but there is a limit so no matter what you made before the limit is it.

[spinnis]

Damn man ..in the USA they will tell you 80% but there is a limit so no matter what you made before the limit is it.

I dont understand 

my "boss" told me 80% of my salery because its Exactly like if I was employed forever apparently

[dr.chimps]

The explination why Im so fucking short. Epic height genetics 

Uh, nice sailor cap.   

[Rami]

Swede honestly, your boxing skills looks polished. You should keep training. But, is pro boxing as a sport even allowed in Sweden?