Yea it really affects me 
Goodrum is a unique character on this site an brutally honest. Agreed it can be funny when people bash him when he starts a new thread about bee pollen etc
However 90% of your recent posts are solely about him. Many in threads that he is not even participating in. In your own time look at your last posts. Look how many are about Vince. Take a few moments to reflect on this. Ask yourself are these the actions of a sane and normal man?
There have to be some issues deep down which affects you so badly. Good luck in fighting your demons.