...and then when the slave master takes all yours away, it is no fun...trust me, it's miserable. Life without steroids, when you know, when you've experienced it, without it is hard on your mental state. It's like eating steak all your life and then only having soggy bread to eat. If all you'd ever had was soggy bread you probably wouldn't cared, but if you've tasted steak...well, if you ever have your steak taken you'd probably have been better off never having it in the first place.
Yeah I wih I had never tried roids but I did so !
And that's the only way to look how I want to look in the first place.
But when people ask me at the gym, what should they do for a first cycle, nothing strong because it will be their only cycle.
I always say: think carefully about this because there is no "only 1 cycle".
when you start, and you get off, the first thing you start to think is when you will start something again