Update (not that anyone cares  

)
4 months off everything
bloodwork today came
free test 68.00 pg/ml
FSH 3.0 mIU/ml
LH 3.1 mIU/ml
liver enzymes are back to normal (first time in 3 yrs).
everything else is excellent (hdl, ldl etc..).
testicles are still atrophied, i guess i cant really do anything about that.
erections... "ok"  

libido and sex drive in generall... at my worst.  
