Derek, please understand that when I say that things will get worse before they get better, I mean in terms of finding your way to what to do with your life. I seriously don't think you've found what you're going to do with your life. Yes, you have some good sponsors, radio show outlasted the Wack Pack Show that they cancelled your show on RX to do, and honestly from what I understand from Billy Guns, you guys were getting a paultry purse for participating in the RX shows while Dave and John collected the vast majority of the bounty.
But you haven't found a life long calling and until you do, you can't really can't say you're settled down in life. You're still wandering which isn't a bad thing but you're still checking the forks in the road. Don't take a personal, just take a hard look and you'll see what I'm talking about
my calling in life is helping other people not make the mistakes i made and i do know alot about training . believe it not i have fans and people respect me. i get hundreds of emails. im not a doctor or ifbb pro. but have 12 years of trial and tribulation under my belt and i look good 365 years of the year with minimal prescription gear. i know what it takes bro. maybe instead of critiquing me contact me i can help you get in better shape

just saying
DA
ME TODAY CAN I SEE A PIC OF YOU AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE?