Well certainly her quality of life SUCKS... being oxygen dependent has got to be awful. Either way, I’m sure she loves you (Regardless of the fact that you are a fucking loser lol), so I think you should go see her before she dies, otherwise you will probably regret the fact that you felt it was more important to waste your time posting on getbig.com, rather than spending a few hours with her.
Lol being on low oxygen is fucking miserable. Simply putting the air temp above room and my grandmother nearly suffoicates. She's been suffering for years. But she's tough as nails, that's why there are no worries when she dies.
Hence I never ever thought of it being a bad thing. I never ever thought about how "I felt" untell the other day. It's like loosing your home or something it's fucking wierd. My grandmother moving out was worst to me than me leaving home. It's wierd to realize this. It's a retrospect thought. It's really hard to get unless you lived it I guess.
Lol and bytheway my grandmother was fucking grateful to be in a home, she realized thats where she needed to be.
