Okay, that sounds a lot more reasonable.
What do you guys think of mind/muscle connection? I've always had chronic lower back pain which has limited my squat and deadlift for years. Another thing I noticed, is that I never get a pump in my erectors. Recently I've made a lot of improvement in my form, but still the slightest thing seems to set my lower back off, and then I'm just trying to manage the pain for a week or two.
Today, I reached back and grabbed my erectors, flexing them. I could only feel them flex cause my hands were on them -- terribly mind/muscle connection. I got them in a flexed position and did a couple sets... pretty soon they were pumped as hell and my lower back wasn't getting irritated at all! Each set it got easier and easier to feel the burn and keep my erectors flexed. It was like a revelation!

I think this whole time (over five years...) I haven't really been recruiting my erectors and my lower back has just been getting hammered as a result! Hopefully no more!
It made me think back years and years... when I first started doing crunches, and couldn't flex my abs... or bench press, and couldn't feel my chest. It sickens me to think I've somehow left my erectors in that state for over half a decade.
