if one is dissapointed in there worldy ways, or just isnt sure if there worldy ways are good enough, is staying alive a worser crime than suicide?
or should one take the path of Todd Falcone
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been having alot of memorable and crazy dreams latley
one dream about these crazy ancient earth stones moving along underground and having to distort there movement as a job in order to stay alive. as the stones would pass through the tunnels earth there would be a huge catastrophe
then had a silly lifting dream where i was thinking about breaking this long bent tree limb and decided not to. then i remember layne norton doing some tbar rows with this makeshift tree and what looked to be a heavyly concreted uprooting that he was lifting. he was getting all sorts of praise, then i tried it myself and realized it was so light and he was scamming people because i could lift it withought even virtually trying to. Layne then walked off in dissapointement but then i ran up to layne and congradulated him on his conditioning 'at least' because i knew i couldnt attain his conditioning though as a way to be nice to him after he was exposed