if one is dissapointed in there worldy ways, or just isnt sure if there worldy ways are good enough, is staying alive a worser crime than suicide?
or should one take the path of Todd Falcone
been having alot of memorable and crazy dreams latley
one dream about these crazy ancient earth stones moving along underground and having to distort there movement as a job in order to stay alive. as the stones would pass through the tunnels earth there would be a huge catastrophe
then had a silly lifting dream where i was thinking about breaking this long bent tree limb and decided not to. then i remember layne norton doing some tbar rows with this makeshift tree and what looked to be a heavyly concreted uprooting that he was lifting. he was getting all sorts of praise, then i tried it myself and realized it was so light and he was scamming people because i could lift it withought even virtually trying to. Layne then walked off in dissapointement but then i ran up to layne and congradulated him on his conditioning 'at least' because i knew i couldnt attain his conditioning though as a way to be nice to him after he was exposed