Lori, like many "female" bodybuilders develop their masculinity...why? because mentally they boost the "male" in them to cope with abuse as kids. "A boy will fight better than a girl, is stronger, etc etc"
This plus a plethora of other issues. She does need help. So do other females on this board who took chemicals to look "better" or are attracted to male bodybuilders. They all have deep issues within themselves. Ask yourself: why would a sane, intelligent, classy and independent woman would post on getbig?
Everyone here has deep "issues" like myself and everybody else.