Exactly.
In my oppinion, if you are a regular tax payer or a regular joe in general, there's no reason to live pass 30.
This guy died at my age, but he lived the life I never can. Living the way he did is not only because of roids, but you have to have a certain positive feeling. He loved everything he had and embraced it. Only minority of people live like that.
But you get used to everything.
Once you are rich, you want more money.
Once your are muscular, you want more muscle.
Once you get good pussy, you want better pussy.
I promise you that inside he was not a happy person and was living in a personal hell. Look at your average rock star and then think about why their lives are so fucked up and why so many of them are drug addicts.
It's all smoke and mirrors.
Like the poor people that win the lotto and are depressed and drug addicts 6 months later.
